Quiz

Read Karen's blog and taught that the quiz generally pin point her personality so I figured.. why not. Ok...The quiz shoved me the failure card. Something I've been dealing with for the past 2 years. Maybe even before entering Poly. I've underlined the particular point.

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Yes. I am afraid of failure. That is one of my top fears. It ranks as high as cats on my fear chart. It's just sth I have to deal with and I figured, I have got to stop fearing the unknown. So I'm gonna attempt to try and overcome this fear this year. We shall see where the path will lead me.

On a side note, I finally realised how f-ing clumsy I can be. Crazy clumsy. Joel called me CQ - Clumsy Queen. Apparently, Aman has known this for decades. I thought it was just me really pretending to be like Bella. Being all clumsy and stuff. But heck no. I am just tt bloody clumsy. I can literally find sth to trip over on a smooth pavement. I can step into a muddy pool of water when there's a stretch of clean path beside it. I can make a quiet office room noisy by accidentally knocking over my glass mug. Ya...It is that bad. These are just the bare minimum. I have to take note on what else I trip over next.

In a blink of an eye it's the end of february.