Letting it out

I should let things out. Shouldn't suppress them like I always do. I should take control of my own feelings and deal with them the best way I know. But were they the ones acting like bitches or was I caught up in it as well? I don't know. Maybe I was selfish too. Wanted them to be there for tt day. Not worth fighting over right? I really should apologise. I'll do it tomorrow then. It's just...they've done this twice. Right. Forgive. Be the bigger man. Well..that sucks. Me apologising. I give up.