Being Honest

Maybe if I had just taken the time to be really honest with myself..
If I had figured out that my mind needed sorting..
That my emotions needed to be in check..
That I was affected and I was suppressing it all..
If I had talked to someone about it..
Then yeah, maybe I wouldn't be this screwed up mentally.

Your death triggered something and it's time I deal with it.

It's time to be honest with myself.